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Oct. 13th, 2013 08:10 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
everyeyedothdwell[ It's not even that uncommon that Thomas ends up like this, really. Too boneless and exhausted to even lift his wrists up for Christina to untie them; too much to do more at all than stare up at her with heavy, misted eyes.
He wants to say something but his tongue hangs heavy in his mouth and his mind is thick and almost drugged, and so in the end the best he can do is to lie there, curled on his side as sweat and come slowly dry on his skin, and lose himself in the slow throbbing across his back and ass and the backs of his thighs where Christina had taken a crop to him until he'd nearly blacked out with the pleasure-pain of it. ]
He wants to say something but his tongue hangs heavy in his mouth and his mind is thick and almost drugged, and so in the end the best he can do is to lie there, curled on his side as sweat and come slowly dry on his skin, and lose himself in the slow throbbing across his back and ass and the backs of his thighs where Christina had taken a crop to him until he'd nearly blacked out with the pleasure-pain of it. ]
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Date: 2013-10-13 11:06 pm (UTC)I don't want this I didn't want this why is it--
I want to go back to before I don't want to think about it...!
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Date: 2013-10-13 11:08 pm (UTC)[She's still holding her as close as she can.]
...why?
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Date: 2013-10-13 11:11 pm (UTC)If we ever ended up back home...
[ Maybe Byron's gone now but he was a shadow over both of them for long enough that--
(Thomas is so tired of being a disappointment) ]
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Date: 2013-10-13 11:13 pm (UTC)[...she doesn't know what to...]
...it doesn't matter to me. You know that, don't you...?
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Date: 2013-10-13 11:16 pm (UTC)(she's quiet now but she sounds so lost) ]
It's not... right, though. I'm not right, it's not...
It'd be... it'd be worse if he ever... if somehow, he...
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Date: 2013-10-13 11:29 pm (UTC)...he's gone, Thomas.
It doesn't matter what he thinks.
[She sounds firm in that, at least.]
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Date: 2013-10-13 11:31 pm (UTC)(is he really gone?)
(even if he's gone physically...
isn't he still there, really?)
(none of them can escape him, not really)
Hanging her head, Thomas only pulls back and wraps her arms around her knees with a soft sigh. ]
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Date: 2013-10-13 11:38 pm (UTC)You matter.
...
Should I go?
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Date: 2013-10-13 11:46 pm (UTC)(go where?)
(Thomas barely even remembers any more, that they were supposed to be meeting anyone at all) ]
G-go?
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Date: 2013-10-13 11:48 pm (UTC)And yours.
[She sighs softly.]
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Date: 2013-10-13 11:52 pm (UTC)Don't-- don't leave me alone. I-I... if you have to go then I'll...
[ The idea of seeing that Chris is better than the idea of being all alone right now. ]
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Date: 2013-10-13 11:56 pm (UTC)After a moment, she picks up her bra and panties and begins to re-dress.]
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Date: 2013-10-13 11:59 pm (UTC)(nothing she owns feels right, as it is) ]
...neesama?
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Date: 2013-10-14 12:00 am (UTC)[She pulls her dress over her head and pats it down.]
Do you want to borrow something?
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Date: 2013-10-14 12:01 am (UTC)It... wouldn't fit properly.
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Date: 2013-10-14 12:02 am (UTC)[She peers into the mirror to adjust her hair.]
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Date: 2013-10-14 12:05 am (UTC)...what were you going to say?
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Date: 2013-10-14 12:08 am (UTC)[She ruffles her bangs back into order, glancing back over her shoulder every few seconds.]
And that necklace with the rubies never really suited me.
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Date: 2013-10-14 12:10 am (UTC)(but she nods, nonetheless) ]
Please.
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Date: 2013-10-14 12:13 am (UTC)Let's see how you look, then.
[She pads over to her closet and pulls out a long, cream-colored skirt, as well as a woven belt.]
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Date: 2013-10-14 12:17 am (UTC)(her stomach is still stained with her own come and so she, at the very least, grabs the wet cloth on a dish on the bedside table - given how she ends up usually after sex, it pays to prepare beforehand - and wipes herself down slowly, not looking at Christina)
Once she's clean, Thomas only stands up slowly with her eyes clamped shut.
(Christina is in control again, as she so often is) ]
G-go on. Neesama.
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Date: 2013-10-14 03:54 pm (UTC)Then she stands up, moves in close to fasten the pendant around Thomas' neck.
When she finishes, she steps back, turns Thomas gently towards the mirror.]
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Date: 2013-10-14 04:28 pm (UTC)How does it look?
[ Her voice is choked, thick.
(there's fabric floating airy around her knees and it's perfect, it's right and)
(it's not okay, is it, he wouldn't have said the things he had if it were okay but)
(how can she not embrace this?) ]
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Date: 2013-10-14 04:31 pm (UTC)I knew you would be.
[She feels like she should be...shocked, at least, but she's not.
It seems...natural, to her.]
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